^^ buh-bye !!

i wud miss this faces !!

^^ hai gaiz !! its been a month since a pOst my last blog .. reli sorry !! just soo busy ds past days .. coz it's reli SUMMER ..

but i wul just like to shre this to every1 ..

esp. to my friends .. >. :-)

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nxt june wud b the nxt zkul days nd years !! nd i'm going 2 3rd yr .. OMG !! i cnt wait .. we had just fnish our recogntion last march 26. nd im soo happy nd xcited yet sad .. happy coz i wud be soon a junior hyskul but sad coz we're going to close da chapters where we wud meet everyday w/ my fellow clasmates and skul mates ..! dos tyms wen we wud tok about serious things that wud led to dscucions nd arguments nd wen we talk about something foolish nd funny dat wud burst our stomach for laughing out loud ..

nd i'll mis ol those things !! :D especially da people .. those friends which i treasure a lot .. i wud miss my crazy.. hairbrained girl friends whose olweiz there through good nd bad times .. hu wud mke u LOL evn n da silliest jokes .. nd mkes u forget about problems ..

nxt tym .. i wil not able to do cutting classes again or tardiness in class with them .. nor i cudn't hir anymor the "PALUSOT" wen sum1 sees us do those things .. hihi =] not anymor da "STUCK UP" thing ..

actually ! it reli hurts to leave special people hu was once part of our lives .. but wat can we do ?? life shud go on .. T_T

wen everytym we luk at our window we wish we cud back to the tym wen we're soo innocent about things .. wen all we cre about is ourselves, friends nd family .. no mOre hanging out coz we'll be on a diff track .. no mOre laughing nd kulitan sessions .. dn tEarz fol down from our eyes bcoz we realyz that things had olredi change ..

but to tell u honestly !! the best part of my life was knowing u ol .. especially my SOPHOMORE years i've spent with my lovng clasmates .. i learned nd apreciate many things .. nd most of ol .. i learned how to love nd treasure people ..

soo .. just like us guys !! i wud propably miss u ol .. thanks for da friendship nd memories !! .. thanks for everything ..

i may leave u guys and we may nvr see each other evryday but ds is ol i cud say : "I'LL NEVER CHANGE .. I WOULD BE THE SAME 'CYRA' U MIT FROM THE START " .. lob u friends ..

friends forever !!

can u not tReat me fAir ???

can u not treat me fair ??

maybe the say im strong .. stonehearted .. but do they know my feelings !!

just because im silent it doesnt min that it's okey to me !! i hurt in many ways .. it seems like people around me dont respect me .. they shud also understand that im a girl though i hav that boy attitude sometimes .. i hav always been a girl and it wil never change .. no matter what we say or we deny the facts that we easily get hurt eventhough we dont show it ..

all i just nid is simple "RESPECT" .. i want that !! it's nice to feel that people respect you as u respect them in return .. its so unfair !! just because im like this they wil not respect the way i am and my feelings .. ?? yes, its not bad to have a bunch of boy friends who goof around and make fond of u .. but not too much !! and just because you are too close with them doesnt min that they shud also treat u like their guy barkads .. !!

like i say .. we hurt because we're GIRLS and NOT BOYS .. ^^ so dont treat us like ot tOy !!

'wat abOut me ??

first is love

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unfair .. thats what i cud say !! this life we had is soo unfair .. nd i hate it .. im so tired of keping things like this ... =[

wat about me ?? can u feel that i exist ? can u fil my precense of being ur daughter ?? i bet u dont .. it's ol about him and him .. i wish u cud love me too mor than u love him !! am i not ur child ? .. im just a human and i hurt also in many things although i cound'nt spik my felings .. but i cant take this anymor !!

^^ my mom always say things like dat .. that im soo bad and i dont hav respect to them .. but mom, b4 u start telling me those words .. did u ever wonder y i bcame lyk this .. why im the type of kid who's rebellious ?? .. u dont reli understand ..

my life is all about mistake .. they say that even if it's not reli ..coz they hate me nd they love them ?. isn't it ???

^^ maybe i hav everything .. i can get what i want, i cud go wherever i want to go ..wel u cud say that .. but there's one thing i dont have .. and it's love !! the love that i nid from the people around me ..

wel, my parents love me but not the kind of love they show to my younger brother .. it's ol about him .. wat he wants he can get .. even he's mistake .. !! they say it's ol my fault even its his ..

and it hurts whenever i think about it .. it reli hurts !! i often wish that i should've never born in this world .. ! this is all i cud say : "hahai .. life !! "

it's unfair right at the same time stupid ..'

why does favoritism exist .. ?? im ur child anyway .. coudn't u treat me like the way u treat him .. !!

nd i wish they cud see that ..

yes, it's my fault but you hav also the blame ..

i guess .. this is the way my life shud go..

but i also want LOVE !! :-)

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> besties !!

me nd my besties ..

^^ FRIENDS forever .. some maybe pretending, or sincere in saying this with their friends ,,.. but da question is " CAN WE LIVE WITHOUT THEM ??"

_. friends are very important to us ! they are the best thing we ever had .. they make us complete and happy !! .. and of course .. we love them !!

i too loved my friends a lot !! i just thank god because i've found them ..

and that's why i called them my BEST FRIEND ..

true friends love one another .. they accept them nd make them feel better .. they will always by urside to lead u wen things go wrong even in bad nd good times ! nd of course .. ur besties r da no.1 option u hav to tell when u hav ur problems nd secrets ..

so, u dont need to choose for ur friends .. just because that group of girls are the most popular girl in ur school doesnt min u nid to hang up with them .. what if they are all plastiks nd pretender ?? .. and just beacause you go with those fancy and trendy girls you're just going to change the way u r .. lyk ur interest nd personality .. no, its not like that .. remember " true friends accept everything .. no ifs and no but's .. !!

so this is it .. it's better to hang out with those nerds nd jerks eventhough they are not really popular but they are true to you and loyal because watever happens they wil never leave you .. nd they wil be olways be there for you ..

"friends forever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

^^ were not perfect !!

^^ as people, we judge people so easily from our first look nd mpresion .. without even trying to know them better !! and that's part of life ..

but .. wat can we say ?? we're just human nd we're not born to be perfect .. although sum of us are trying to be ..

we messed up .. we cried nd we hurt just because of this LIFE !! but watever it is .. im still thankful because n this cruel world i stil survive ..

i too is not perfect !!! i know i made a lot of it .. i spilled things better than you know .. many times i lied, cheat nd talk so much that i hurt others.

nd just because of this single mistake (dont even try to know).. my whole life was change ! it affected everything .. nd i reli regreted it a lot !!

now i still dont know how to fix up this mistake .. i dont know when nd how to begin my life .. i dont know if this people can still accept me for what i did !!

all i know is one thing .. that IM NOT PERFECT ..

people who dont know the reasons y i became lyk this judge me .. nd say that im just too bad .. but for them this is ol i cud say : " go on.. judge me all u want .. its not my life to say NO .. i care not !! every people has their own reason nd watever it is RESPECT it .>>

because a life without mistake is a crap .. u'll cry when ur hurt nd laugh when ur happy !! just live ur life freely .. nd always carry a smile with you . it's okey to show ur feelings wether u want to cry !! just cry .. dont be afraid ..

nd just because of this mistake . i learned a lot of things ..

" NEVER EVER LIED TO YOU AND YOURSELF "

just learned with that !! :D

.. skul sucks !!!

i hate skul !! i'm tired of being a student .. i hate my life !! rggghh.. this is just da same thing we ever heard of what student says or thinks. they say dat skul reli sucks . and this is da number 1 problem dat youth/students has to stay with .. or i wud say me !!

evry1 has to suffer sumthing just to get their grades fix .. so wat ?? what's da point of being a student anyway, aside from those hard-working home works and projects, those teachers we hate. duuhh !!!!! IT NEVER MADE SENSE .........

but guys.. to tell you, being a student is fun !! it's never been always a sad memories .. and skul ?? ha .. r u kiding ? of course it SUCKS but not anytym !! sum of us might find it a "WASTING TYM AND MONEY " but its not .. actually, its ol about life .. y ?? because skul is our 2nd home.. honestly .. it's better to stay in school w/ ur friends than to stay in ur home nd talks with ur mom nd dad with your skul problem ..

SCHOOL is da 2nd choice we hav wen we need to escape from our world ! bcoz n skul .. u can do watever u want, u can forget all ur problems and sorrows !! nd da best thing is u know that u hav ur BEST FRIENDS who stay with u all da tym watever happens ..

but wat about those homeworks ?? yes .. it's tired doing it but it's worth it ..

assignments is just a normal thing dat students has to do ! without this things ,we can never learned .. we went to school to learned sumthing right ?? so .. this is it >>>

i shud hav said ... i too .. hate skul and wish dat i shud have never got into this !! but i was wrong !! skul is da rison y im happy and skul is da reason for my everything.. wanna know why ?? bcos i learned a lot of things through this .. and i met those losers whom i called my friends .. ( but they never really a loser ) they taught me how to be a better person in the future ........ and they taught me how to be strong in times when all i cud do was to cry !!

" i was in 1st year high school dat tym .. and i never take my studies as a serious one !! i even said to my self .. what's the point of being a student anyway ?? ..

but then when i met some people .. they change my perception of life .. then on.. i realized dat skul is reli important for me !! i just thank them fOr teaching me on maNy things.. they helped me realized that educated people can be succesful in the future >>

so, after now.. wud u even say !!

" SKOOL SUX ?? "

think about it .....